It’s too much

At some point, it’s just all too much.

What do I mean? You know what I mean. It’s going on all over the world.

Overwhelming us and making us too afraid to make a decision, too afraid to function even in our own homes.

Sometimes we make the not good decisions in our fear. And I have shrank myself, shrank myself so much that there are certain versions of me I feel the need to ask for forgiveness from, though I know they do forgive me.

I asked for help from the wrong type, for mental health, and they made my mental and physical health worse with lithium and more that I now need to ween off of, and find a professional to help do so.

People have no idea how dangerous this junk is. The burning in my head after it kept me up and awake for a week…

The tremors, the way my eyesight has changed, doubled and blurred more than it was.

Abilify! That’s the other one. A dangerous concoction.

Stay away from them.

I’ve never heard a story regarding Lithium go well.

I just want to write, and the world keeps wanting to attack me to steal my light.